Mom is at the hospital right now. Doctors are yet to diagnose what is wrong with her. My heart sank everytime i thought of the worst. Tears flowed freely from her eyes the entire day just now. My lips were heavy to open, my mind was blank. I couldnt coax her, as i couldnt find the right words. Im devastated myself, and if she continue crying and feeling so low, i cant help but to feel scared too. My only wish right now is for her to recover. I miss her usual self, laughing and joking at the workplace. Now, she would just whisper, smile at Wayne and Zahid's gay antics. I know that deep in her, shes feeling fucked up, traumatized and worried. I told her to be strong, for her sake and of course ours'. Im pretty damn sure shes gonna be alright. Oh god, help me on this one. Bless my mom and help her recover. Make her strong to face this obstacle.I stayed by her side the whole day just now. Just as i wanted to leave, she locked her eyes into mine, and that struck me. Oh my god, Ive never felt any more worse leaving her alone in the god forsaken ward. She waved at me, and i told her, "Be strong !". I closed the door gently behind me, and she was still looking at me through the glass panel.I forced myself to look away, and walk.Ive got to be strong. This is an obstacle that would be over. Soon.Insyaallah.