Why is it that everytime i like a guy, it never ends up like how i dream of.
It never is a fairytale.
I kept asking myself, what is it that i lack off...?
I dont wanna chase anymore.
Chasing makes me sick.
Went to buker with my colleques from work just now.
Decided on Swensens.
The executive wanted to blanja so free dinners for us all. ((:
Zahid was there.
But i felt shit.
Cos he was soo eyeing this girl working at the outlet.
WTF.
But Inez called and put me to ease.
I could breathe again and see the brighter side.
Sometimes i feel like slicing myself up into pieces.
Just not contented with what i have.
I know its wrong but i cant help it.
I cant go gym cos of puaser.
And ive paid this month.
MTF. CB.
I miss those days.
When it was just you and me that matters.
All those night calls, butterfly sensations, chinese slangs.
Oh god.
Bring him back. ):