As you prayed.
As you longed.
So very badly.
For this thing called affection.
And when it was finally delivered, you felt you have just struck a royal flush.
So very near to impossibility, yet achievable.
This is the last time of abandoning.
I wish i could.
Time span between texts grew from hours to days.
What more meet ups.
Maybe you;re tired. And broke.
Gah.
Cant push it underground, cos your name is screaming in my head.
Now you know im trapped, i want a vacation now.
I wont let you murder me, smother me nor bury me.