What goes around, comes around.
In all kinds of means and forms.
Im not liking what im going through.
Not one single bit.
My voice wavers whenever i speak.
My eyes hurt from the sleepless nights.
Ive looked forward to this day.
Like how a girl would look forward to blowing a candle on her birthday.
Just look at the concentration of pure joy and estaticsm potrayed by that kid.
Her grin, her hands clapping and all those screams of happiness.
Oh how loved she must have felt.
Anyways, good things come in small packages, in small doses.
Its meant for you to savour while it lasts.
You were sad.
I wanted to give u a hug.
Seeing you sad fucked me up, a little.
Why is that ?
Why is that i care for you so much ?
I yelled to myself to stop all this bullshit which i know im causing it to my ownself.
Im scarring my own heart, with my own hands.
You were never to blame, i took it too far, i was in too deep.
Maybe because i was never used to all these, joy rides and shit.
Initially, i was pretty damn sure i could suppress all these when i decided to pull you closer.
But i was fucked right in my face.
I dare say i couldnt.
You were a force so strong, you swept me right off my feet but failed to bring me back to the ground.
Thats exactly how i feel right now.
Funny thing is that, im fully aware of your current status, Syaz's advice and even im friends with your **.
But my heart still wouldnt be content in just going back to what we are supposed to be.
Maybe i should start changing.
Cos this is getting ridiculous.
Well pictures after the jump.
Sean Faris da PIMP. =D
Faggots.=D
Knowles and Ems =D
Macam faham. =X