Hey.

Tomorrow is the last day of school.

No more coming in class during breaks, no more bingo/taiti in class, no more smoking breaks in the bee-infested area, no more anticipation to see Shekhar, no more ham+cheese sandwich, no more drawing on Ray's arm during class...

Fuck this. I hate this feeling.

Especially when you are secretly in love with your classmate.

Seeing you everyday brings light to my eyes. LOL. *whateverr*

But seriously.

I wish i could confess to you, but i dont know if i should.

I know its not going to work anyways since home was never here for you.

And i kinda know where your heart lies.

So you know what, im not gonna bother.

Even though it kills me to say bye to you everyday after class, that goodbye hug always leave me smiling right to when i board the train.

Matters of the heart is never easy.

Love cant be forced. It takes two to clap.

I know where i stand. And im aware of everything.

I know i dont talk to you much in person, cos im afraid.

I wanted to impress you so much, it comes to a point where im cautious about every word im about to say.

You told my friend u liked me.

But why did you change your mind so quickly ?

What did i do ?

I like you asshole. I know you can tell.

And i know you're not reacting.

Cos i know. I know what your answer would be.

This is life.

Im accepting my fate.

But i'll still love you. No matter where you are.

I cant never let go.

Cos im in too deep.

I wished you were the one for me.

Every night.

p.s Hema, you are one wonderful woman. And i love you! Ty.