It was really shocking, having to tune into CNN and there it was under latest "TRAVOLTA'S 16 YR OLD SON DIES OF SEIZURE"
That feeling of helplessness and "what ifs" starts to set in.
Ive always have this sorta rewind in my head, a prelude to death.
And to taste what death feels like, those final seconds before everything comes to an end.
Flashbacks of your entire life ? Bright white light ? Pain ?
Guess we'll never know, till your time's up.
And so i went to sleep yesterday night without his voice ringing in my head.
No image of him either.
And so i thought confidently to myself, this is it, IVE MOVED ON !
God, i deserve a party for this shit.
Ahh, ever since New Years, i stuck my ass to my couch with my laptop on my lap.
My sis starting school tomorrow, job hunting returns tomorrow too.
Ergh, 2009 is supposed to be fun.
Okay maybe im just being pessimistic, its only been 4 days into the new year.
Relax, the moon is glistening, the sun is shining.
Its gonna be good, everything is under control.
Except my god damn nerves.
Cmon cupids, i made a wish at the stroke of midnight.
How long does it usually take for a wish to be granted ?
You jollywell know what i want. =D
Hardy hardy hardy, you're my current soundtrack in my jukehead.
Psssssst, *waves pinky in the air* *blows an air kiss* *winks*
And fuck you, im not crazy.
SOPHIASOPHIASOPHIA
Playing dress-up!
Introducing Ahmad Haziq, born on 30th December 2008. Welcome nak, imma teach you how to smoke pot when you turn 12. =D I bet you'll so look up to me. HAHA. Cos im that cool. Oh you bet mothafuckas.
